A hell of a move.

Entering a relationship when you are young, can be a hell of a difficult move. Especially if it includes distance. At this moment, we're still young enough to be partly controlled my parents, and other things like school, friends, and environment. A lot of friends of mine tells me that I'm lucky. Like, why are you complaining? You've got someone who loves you. Who you love back.

I tell you this. Love is the greatest power in the universe. And it has the power to controle everything. Me loving him, has an impact on me at school, with my family and friends, and not to mention, my  social network. If i go a day without talking to you, I don't feel well. A day without you, is like a day with a part of me missing. It is extremely hard sometimes, feels like my life depends on you. Should it be like that? I don't know. But what I do know, is that I wouldn't trade what I have with you for anything. I am so grateful for what you have given me. The hardest part, i suppose it that I am jealous of the people who get to see you every day. I'm not able to do that. I can see you, but not touch you. That sucks.

I'm not strong enough to handle this on my own, but on the other side, who is really capable of helping me? 
Words won't help over longer periods. That includes positive and negative comments.

I was supposed to keep this post straight. But now, I don't know where I'm going. Well, my point is;

Is it really worth giving so much of my life away, when I'm only 15 years old?


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Vi er to jenter fra Norge, som skriver om våre tanker, meninger og diverse andre ting. Innleggene kan være både på engelsk og norsk. Btw, kommentarer er alltid koselig :D