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We're all lost

Blogg // 13.05.2011 @ 10:28 // K o m m e n t a r e r (0)

I'm sick of wondering. I'm sick of trying. I'm sick of watching. I'm sick of trying to look away. I'm sick of wanting. I'm sick of needing. I'm sick of caring.

Just smile and stop fucking caring about what other people do. It's your life, and you still have the power to control it.

Life is not all about perfection. We've been given hearts to love with, but sometimes we prefer hate. We've been given brains to help us act right, but sometimes we make mistakes. We've been given eyes to see all that's beautiful, but sometimes we only see everything that's not. We've been given lives to live, but sometimes we just choose not to.

14'

Contrasts

Blogg // 09.05.2011 @ 22:57 // K o m m e n t a r e r (0)

I can't understand how I manage to keep up with all of his crap. I miss my old life. I miss not being jealous, hurt and afraid of loosing someone.

I can't be unsure now. I hate it. Either I want you, or not. But I can't controle it.

One day, I can adore and love everything about you. Then it comes to a turning point, and everything I want, is to crawl up in bed, and be mad at him for doing his actions. I suppose this happens to almost every teenager. But I can't handle it. Kind of.

(To be honest, I kind of like being mad and upset over him. It reminds me that I've got feelings for him, and that I haven't given up. Yet.)



But think of it. Be realistic. I'm only 15. Got my whole life infront of me.

Fuck this.

13'

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